Ahh, Christmas.
What is it about Christmas that gets everyone in such a joyous mood?
Is it the...
Decorations?
Snow?
Lights?
Presents?
Gingerbread Cookies?
What is it?
As excited I am for the spirit-filled day,
I really wish,
My wish came true.
What is it?
I cannot say.
What I want?
I cannot get.
What I believe in?
I slowly lose hope for.
What I hope for?
I slowly lose faith in.
What I love?
I slowly hate.
What I need?
Is Someone.
Anyone.
I need a shoulder.
A rock.
Someone.
When you become everyone's 'secret holder'.
You realize there's too much burden on that person,
To actually be there for you.
Compared to their problems,
What. Are. You?
Don't get me wrong,
I volunteered for this job.
But when you have mountains of burdens on your own shoulders...
I want someone I can share my problems with,
And vice-versa.
I just wish,
Instead of me saying,
"What's wrong?"
"Are you okay?"
I want that question to be asked...
To Me.
But of course,
Now I'm just wishing for too much.
But anyways.
What can you do?
But keep your chin up.
And smile when you really don't want to.
Therefore,
I trust you snowholes,
To do the same.
Smile.
Stop the pain.
And keep those chins up.
It's Christmas!
Look for something fun to do.
With the people who you said,
"I'll be there for you."
Don't let them down.
Cause you'll never know...
MAYBE
Just maybe...
You've Found.
What. You.
Need.
-SimplyySarah-
P.S - To anyone who does actually read this, (I doubt), I hope YOU have a wonderful Christmas!
Don't let my sorrows and self-pity bring you down!
Go out there and have a great one! x
