So Much To Say, No One To Listen: ~Dreams~

Hey, guys...

[Or anyone who actually reads this....]

I know, my exams are coming up and I should be studying...

But I have the need to share this.

Yes, this.

This is the quote,

-I live by...

-I respect...

And Most Importantly,

-Keeps me sane.

As many of you may know,

My "dream" was always to become an English Lecturer and major in the language,

[Cause I'm good at it... *snickers* ]

As many of you think!

I play the piano, guitar and ukulele for fun.

I dance for fun.

I perform for FUN.

However,

What only a few know,

My dream has always been performing.

Be it singing or dancing.

I loved them both.

Although,

I'm not very professional in the two.

I have been told I was good at them,

Or asked if I went to classes.

However,

In all honesty,

There are a ~~million~~ ZILLION other better than me.

So, I always wonder...

When I grow up,

Will I get my "dream",

Or my DREAM.

This has been kept secret for about,

As long as I could remember...

I Wanna Live My Dreams,

I Wanna Live My Life The Way I Want To.

However,

I. Am. Being put down.

I do have people telling me,

"It's is only a dream."

"It's all in your head."

"So, is 100000 other people in the world."

But here I am wondering,

"Don't you think I know that?!?!"

"I wanna be THAT person."

All I'm asking,

Is a chance for me to sing and laugh and smile,

For me.

This is something I want for myself...

HOWEVER!!!!
To all you people out there!
TRY THIS!
DO THIS!
ACHIEVE IT!
I'll be rooting for you!
No matter what!
Cause...
Although I'm just a coward that speaks behind a computer,
I'm secretly using all my 11:11 wishes, birthday wishes and any other sort of wishes...
For you people to live much better than me.