~Christmas~

Ahh, Christmas.

What is it about Christmas that gets everyone in such a joyous mood?

Is it the...

Decorations?

Snow?

Lights?

Presents?

Gingerbread Cookies?

What is it?

As excited I am for the spirit-filled day,

I really wish,

My wish came true.

What is it?

I cannot say.

What I want?

I cannot get.

What I believe in?

I slowly lose hope for.

What I hope for?

I slowly lose faith in.

What I love?

I slowly hate.

What I need?

 Is Someone.

Anyone.

I need a shoulder.

A rock.

Someone.

When you become everyone's 'secret holder'.

You realize there's too much burden on that person,

To actually be there for you.

Compared to their problems,

What. Are. You?

Don't get me wrong,

I volunteered for this job.

But when you have mountains of burdens on your own shoulders...

I want someone I can share my problems with,

And vice-versa.

I just wish,

Instead of me saying,

"What's wrong?"

"Are you okay?"

I want that question to be asked...

To Me.

But of course,

Now I'm just wishing for too much.

But anyways.

What can you do?

But keep your chin up.

And smile when you really don't want to.

Therefore,

I trust you snowholes,

To do the same.

Smile.

Stop the pain.

And keep those chins up.

It's Christmas!

Look for something fun to do.

With the people who you said,

"I'll be there for you."

Don't let them down.

Cause you'll never know...

MAYBE

Just maybe...

You've Found.

What. You.

Need.

-SimplyySarah-

P.S - To anyone who does actually read this, (I doubt), I hope YOU have a wonderful Christmas!

Don't let my sorrows and self-pity bring you down!

Just ignore em' and 

Go out there and have a great one! x

~Wings~

Heyy, guys.
I'm back.
Feels weird to be writing again but I feel the need to share something I think I've finally come to learn.
But not yet fully accomplished.

Wings

What do you think when you see this word?
What do you feel when you see this word?
What do you embrace when you see this word?
We're always caught up with all the other stuff,
We fail to see the important ones.

Maybe,
You could relate to me...
Have you ever felt so broken?

Have thoughts like,

                         You're not worth it...

                                              

                                                               You shouldn't be here...

You're a let down...                                                        

                              You're just wasting air...

Well, let me just sum it ALL up for you.

YOU ARE WORTH IT
YOU BELONG HERE

YOU DO NOT DISAPPOINT

YOU ARE LOVED

I don't know if I'm saying this to convince myself,
But I'm sure I'm writing this to convince YOU.

Why throw away a life?

You should live it,

Dream big
and
Dive in.

In a long run,
You shouldn't be afraid anymore...
If you're too scared to stand up for yourself,
No one else will stand up for you.

You will be doing a favor to yourself.

I understand,
The pain and suffering.

It's something we experience in different ways but at the same time,
We still share pain.
We still have the scars.

So, grow a pair!!!

Love yourself!

Don't let yourself be a victim anymore.

I didn't.


You shouldn't.

The agony to smile everyday and pretend nothing's wrong.

To lie and pretend that everything's okay.

STOP

Go find someone,

Someone dear to you.

-A friend

-Best friends

-Loved ones

-Anyone

Talk.

Tell them something.

Tell them anything.

You have to.

Speak Up

Speak Out

&

Speak Now

Don't let yourself spend sleepless nights and have endless nightmares.
God, no.

And I'm sure you will.

I hope you will.

I know you will.

One day,
I hope you'll smile and think it was all worth it.

One day,
You will be acknowledged.

But for you to do that,
Put yourself out there for once.
Make a good decision,
A decision you want,

Make the right decision.

No Regrets.

And it's okay if you fall,

We're human,
We have the capacity to know,

That if no one's going to pick us up,

We pick ourselves up,

And prove them wrong.

Or...

Just pretend you slipped on a banana peel,

And laugh.

Cause we all makes mistakes.

Sometimes,
We tend to hurt others without meaning to do so,
So apologize,
Before it becomes a few years too late.

Make the right decisions,

Admit to the wrong ones,

Fight if you're right,
Stop if you're wrong.
So, let yourself off that safety bubble that's hanging off a cliff
And let yourself fall,

(I mean this metaphorically)

Let yourself grow a pair of wings.

-SimplyySarah-

~Promise~

Hello, people of the internet.

I come after 3 horrible weeks of midterms,

To spread my joy.

After learning a valuable lesson. 

The Promise.

Guys,

I can't promise you that...

-I'll be the perfect girl.

-I'll be the perfect friend.

-I'll be the perfect daughter.

-I'll be the perfect student.

-I'll be the perfect person.

I can promise...

-I won't let you fall.

-If you do fall, you won't be alone.

-I'll always try my best.

-Everything I do, is for others and you.

-I'll stress over every little detail or problem you have or had.

-I'll try to make you smile.

-I'll make you see a new light of day.

-I'll always listen.

-I'll be there for you.

I dislike making one walk alone.

Simply knowing that feeling is...

Regrettable.

If I do not walk the entire journey with you,

I would still walk two paces.

Even if it means,

keeping you company.

I guess, 

We should all learn from our mistakes.

And forgive those who have made mistakes.

We live in a cruel world,

Humanity in some.

Monsters in others.

I promise,

I would try to make,

At least,

The people I care for most smile,

Everyday.

I promise,

To protect the one's I love.

Even if it means,

Getting into trouble.

I promise,

To love and cherish the memories I make,

With the people,

I love and cherish the most.

I promise,

To always love you.

To never let you go.

Whatever it is.

I am not the perfect human being...

But I promise,

I'll try. 

-Simplyy Sarah-

P.S - Gonna make a new blog soon. Two blogs.. :O Haha, one for my private mind. One for reality!! :D x

~Love~

Heyy, guys.

So, here's an ironic topic to think over.

"We can live without religion and meditation, 

But we cannot survive without human affection..."

-Dalai Lama-


Love.
It's a strange feeling,
Isn't it?

"The heart was made to be broken." 

-Oscar Wilde -

What is love?
Why is it so important to us?
Why do people and animals crave it so much?
Why has it become a necessity in life?
How did it become the most important thing to us?
Why is it so confusing?
Why does it affect us the most?

Aren't you curious to find out these things?
I am.
I most definitely am.

Unlike most emotions,
It's not something you can easily control...

"Love is a serious mental disease..." 

-Plato-

When you fall in love...
The butterflies in your stomach,
The sweet sound of their voice.
Their amazing features,
Their wonderful personality.

"The story of life is quicker than the blink of an eye,

The story of love is hello, goodbye." 

-Jimi Hendrix-

It's the most amazing feeling in the world;


To be loved.
Yet,
When it's destroyed...
or taken away...


It's the most horrible, unimaginably painful feeling in the world.

How do we overcome it...?

"Love is like a flower - 

You've got to let it grow"  

- John Lennon- 

As far as I know...
It's all due time.

Or until someone else comes and heals you.
Like,
Family,
Friends,
or even a pet...

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. 

They must be felt with the heart." 

-Helen Keller-

You know I'm right when I say,
We all want to be cuddled while watching a movie.
We all want that kiss in the rain.
We all want someone to whisper sweet nothings into our ears.
Or simplyy sing us a song to sleep.

To have someone to talk to,
To never leave your side.
To never feel alone,
Or ever need to hide.
Everything exposed to that one love,
That loves you for who you are.

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, 

While loving someone deeply gives you courage." 

-Lao Tzu-

It's not wrong to admit,
That you WANT that feeling.

We ALL do.

However,
I believe,
We should wait till' the times right.

Then love will find us...

Instead of searching through that thick, pea soup fog....
Love will be the beacon light of that lighthouse,
That will lead you right to it.
When times right.

It may have an obstacle course of it's own,
But hey...


Anything For Love, right?
-SimplyySarah- 

~Luck~

Hello, people.

Since I missed February,
I'm making two posts for March.

*Insert fake fangirl scream*

I have been through a lot this month,
forgive me,
for not being around...

I've just recently learnt that through life,
you learn that not everything good or bad that happens to you,
is out of your strength or courage.

It all...
In the end...
Depends on Him.

He will decide your future,
depending on which path you choose.
If you're lucky...
Everything comes out fine...

If you're unlucky...
Then maybe you just need to learn a lesson out of it.
Cause there NEVER really is bad luck,
do you get it?

I've learnt that after suffering for so long,
And suddenly,
something good happens.
That to us...
Is Luck.

However,
It is actually a gift to us,
for being able to endure the peer pressure,
And hold in all our anger and sadness.
Till' we can't no longer.
That is what we call luck.

"When One Door Closes, Another Door Opens..."

Sometimes,
The journey to get to the other door,
is harder than it seems.
But trust me...

It'll All Be Worth It.
-SimplyySarah-

~Fear~

Heyy, guys.
I haven't been blogging and don't know if I should continue though...
Yeap, today's topic.



It's true.
I agree with that statement.
However, somehow
FEAR
Always has a way on making itself stronger than us
And ruin us.
Don't you agree?

Wanna know my secret?

My Biggest Fear?


Auto phobia.
-The fear of being isolated or alone.-


Although I like being alone
I don't like it ALL the time!



I used to have such a phobia. 
But now...
It's just that.
"I'm Used To It."

I could hardly care less now.
It hurts to slowly see them just slip.
But I can't do anything about it.
And it hurts.

Hah, probably think I'm stupid now.
I probably am.

I can't believe I'm crying.

It's such a stupid thing to cry about.
I'm a crybaby!
But I only cry...

Cause it's true.

Smiles and Laughs.
It's all me now.
I can't...
I have my emotions.
But I'm not... there. 

I guess I caused this on myself.
It's not like I can do anything else, right?

Loneliness is my biggest fear.
And it's slowly coming true.

I guess,
when I know everyone hates me.
Or looks at me then cringes in disgust...
I'll know it's time.

My heart already hurts.
Everytime I'm out there.
In Reality.
It feels like I'm continuously being stabbed.

Again and again.

So, here's the moral of the story to all of ya'll reading this!



Please.
Don't end up like how I feel now?
Do that for yourself.
Not me.

You don't deserve to be treated the way you are.
You deserve better.
So DROP fear!
Take that CHANCE!
Cause every storm,
deserves a rainbow.

Cause after all,
Every Fear is Simply,

Mind Over Matter, right?

-SimplyySarah-